I am the happiest woman in the world! Please, God, let this be for the rest of my life. I didn't want this to happen. HE didn't want this to happen but it has. Gotta be a God thing. Man was not meant to spend his life alone...was he? Pray for us...please!

OK...Sit down...we are moving in together!! Yeah, so much for taking it slow. Thank you Lord for giving me a companion. Looking for a place from not two but three hours away hasn't been easy and he works so much that this may take a while. Yep, like a couple of months!! LOL Gonna load up a u-haul and move to be with him. Talking daily on the phone now. Still get those texts morning, noon and night. Ain't love grand?

We went out for breakfast and to the movies. A DATE!! I don't know if I can remember going on a date before. I jumped into relationships pretty much from the get go with all three husbands. Now you have to understand that these marriages were not your typical ones. First there was the beautiful transvestite dancer. Then the heroin addict truck driver. Then a wonderful man that was 16 years my senior. Now that one truly loved me. But after 10 years he passed away one night in his sleep. I went crazy for a couple of years but thanks to a couple of great friends, started to pull it together. Leaned a LOT on my faith and went through a lot of changes. Yes, it is love on both of our parts! Please God, let me take this slow. I've been talking to this man for 1 1/2 years through social sites and texting and lately on the phone. Have only spent about 55 hours or so with him in person.

Went to see my sweetheart in his town this time. It was as if we had known each other for ages. Learned a lot more about him this time. Not as much alcohol this time! LOL He is so attentive. Me being in this wheelchair doesn't faze him. Only thing is, I'm not used to having somebody push me around in it. He pretty much insisted. He's so cute. I've always been pretty self sufficient. Lived alone and took care of anything that I could reach. Always been a do it myself type of girl. Proud of that too. My God, he sends me flowers and chocolates. I've been married three times and have never had a man do that. Feels good people! I think I am so in love. This has GOT to be love. Yes, God is good... always.

Yes, he came!!! It was a very interesting weekend to say the least. Talked a little. Drank a lot. Needed to stay calm but wound up getting wasted. Locked in a hotel room together for 24 hours and then he had to go back home to go to work the next morning. Such a sweet kind man. Can't wait to see him again. I think I need to make a trip! SOON!!

3/15/2013   This is my Joe. We are starting out a relationship through first an online dating site and continuing with Facebook. This weekend will be the first time after 14 months that we have laid eyes on each other in the flesh. He's making the drive to visit. This should be very interesting! Feeling rather giddy right now. We live only a couple of hours apart which I guess could be considered a long distance romance. Wish us luck or better yet, pray for us both... we have both been alone for a few years. My heart says that this feels right and I've been checking in with the brain off and on and it just keeps saying go slow and proceed with caution. LOL  I'll keep up on here with how things are going as things progress. 12 Hours until he's here and the countdown begins...NOW!